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Dec 28th, 2011 @ 1:48 pm

Start following my new tumblr

www.lookingawfulanxious.tumblr.com

Nov 8th, 2011 @ 5:10 pm

My New Tumblr

Jul 25th, 2010 @ 10:30 pm

I don’t post on this account. Go to my other, which is alexbloggg.

Jun 19th, 2010 @ 8:12 am

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If you’re a bird, I’m a bird.

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If you’re a bird, I’m a bird.

May 5th, 2010 @ 10:40 pm

Testing the new tumblr app from my iPod! The photo was necessiaryz

Testing the new tumblr app from my iPod! The photo was necessiaryz

Feb 8th, 2010 @ 9:50 pm

“This fire is burning brighter than the sun”

Feb 3rd, 2010 @ 11:53 am

I hate this, I hate this.

We all act in some way, shape, or form the way we want to to retrieve what we want. Whether it’s money, friendship, love, or even happiness. Even if it means hurting the ones we love the most to get what we desire. It’s a benefit for not only our selves physically but for our self esteem. You want happiness, you will do what you want to get it. And it hurts to know that this is the society we live in.

Really if you pull apart the complex details of a human brain, it is controlled to get what your heart pumps for. It is just itching for more clues to rush into your veins to capture ecstasy and feel relieved. You feel bliss when your with your best friend, but really, is that your best friend? Can somebody actually define the phrase “best friend”? It is inbedded in our minds that a friend is someone who cares for you, wants to know more about you, and just quenches for delight from you. But what is our end? Is it inbedded in our “best friend’s” mind too that we have a share in being a caretaker? What if we just use our friends? Use them to get rid of boredum? Like I said, our brains are just wanting happiness, and we will do anything for it. So when we are bored and alone, we call up our friends and ask to talk or to go somewhere. Wouldn’t that be considered “using?” Using your friend for the benefit of yourself? And when we all think about it, doesnt it seem like we are all robots? Following our social mechanisms in our brains? We all want one thing in life, and no not wealth,we all want to be happy. And in a catholic religion, moral values lead to true happiness. But can this be proven? I believe that when you are with the person you love you are happy for all eternity, but who is the person we love?  Our boyfrends, girlfriends, brothers, sisters, best friends, grandmother, aunt, cousins,  parents? Are they just as happy to be with us as we are with them? Are they just looking for pleasure in their mind? It is just simply baffeling. To think that we are  told to go in every direction that points to real happiness, when really nobody knows. It is forbidden to find what lies behind the truth. To read between the lines. To figure our what God really want. We are all skeptical about going to heaven but really, thats the only place you will be truely happy. Your friends may make you happy but for only a certain amount of time, because eventually you grow old of it and forget. Humans forget. Forget about everything and feel so lost in befuddlement of a social elite. Maybe if we were all real, didn’t play God, and worked hard we could send on the message.

Dont take anything for granted because you never know what true love is. You never know what will make you really happy. And you never know if your true friend is just a scam or maybe is the answer. I’m still trying to figure it out in the world. Hey, maybe I’m just crazy. And maybe I don’t make sense. But really, who knows?

"I’ll be a bag of bones."

Jan 1st, 2010 @ 3:14 pm

glamourkills:

some overnight sensation photos i just found! im gonna post up the rest later. may gabe be with you.

glamourkills:

some overnight sensation photos i just found! im gonna post up the rest later. may gabe be with you.

Reblogged from glamourkills.

Dec 31st, 2009 @ 3:41 pm

martinsays:

cheers.

 Oh how I love your shirt Martin.

martinsays:

cheers.

 Oh how I love your shirt Martin.

Dec 20th, 2009 @ 2:38 pm

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hollywood hills&surbaban thrills.

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hollywood hills&surbaban thrills.

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